so long. too long.

It’s been a long time since i’ve used my tumblr and I can’t even say that I will continue to use it. As i get older there is less time for things like this, (but then again i still use pinterest and instragram so what do i know).
I love having a place to rest my thoughts.
i love having a world that’s all my own.
nothing ever stays the same forever.
and people never really change.
and what happens when all the love you have isn’t enough?

just let go.

the rest will follow.

be who you are. do what you love. the rest will figure itself out.

when i have days off from work, I find myself getting lost in thought. almost too lost. life has change so much in the last 2 years and after my ex and i broke up i just hit the ground running. I kept leaping forward and didn’t want to stop. never asked myself why i needed to keep moving, but it was instinct, like a shark, i knew if i stopped moving, i might stop breathing, i could die.
lately i have more and more days where i find myself “stopping,” reflecting.

I’m really happy, i like my life, i love the man i am going to marry in 3 months, and my life has definitely change for the better. but somedays, there are things i really miss… people, places, feelings that are gone and i wish they weren’t.

nostalgia is a bitch and i’m an emotional cutter.


actual photo of the lyrics patrick wrote out for me I know I said I wouldn’t post them but you’ve done it here they are well done

"You wrote down all these things to say goodbye to, but so many of them are good things. Why not just say goodbye to the bad things? Say goodbye to all the times you felt lost, to all the times it was a no instead of a yes, to all the scrapes and bruises, to all the heartache. Say goodbye to everything you really want to do for the last time. But don’t go have one last scotch with Barney, have the first scotch toasting Barney’s new life, because that’s a good thing and the good things will always be here waiting for you."

(via christinaboccellatecce)

(Source: christumbla)

i have argued this point before. 
"i’m all in"

"It was a really big spider. I think it had a gun."

Lorelai Gilmore (via emmareenn)
i hope i have a home as warm and loving as this one. <3
<3 my dearest dean.. i mean sam.. i mean dean.. i mean… oh forget, <3 Jared. lol 
I get to feel this way quite a bit lately <3
<3 wow 13 years ago!!!

Will Friedle: I Won't Be Joining 'Girl Meets World'


"I don’t really do on-camera acting anymore", he says as he confirms that he does not intend to join the show in any other way than as a fan.

I know rumors got around that I would be joining, but I have no plans to be on right now. Who knows what will happen — if there is a reunion show, I would go and be with everyone, but Ben [Savage] and Danielle [Fishel] will be great introducing it to a new audience.”

So that’s today’s sad news. There’s still no official news on Rider Strong, though, so let’s all focus our positive energy there.

*My thoughts* I just hope Will Friedle knows how much the fans love him, how much warmth and heart he brought to Eric, he is a truly loved character, and although Girl Meets World is a different thing entirely, it would be nice to have a little Uncle Eric guest appearance, same with Shawn, and feeny and anyone else from BMW. Let’s not get ridiculous here and forget that it was THOSE actors that made that show work, they are the reason we watched for 7 years.. because the story lines don’t always track, some were a little crazy, a little out there, but we loved it ALL because those people made each story believable, and full of humour and heart. Just sayin’.